I keep checking the rideshare board for people going from here to Milwaukee for a weekend, and I keep telling my mom I'm obsessively checking for time I can spend a weekend at home - but I really just don't want to go.
I think my amazing month-long vacation w/ my family has ruined me for one paltry weekend that will cost me ten to twenty dollars. Do ( Read more... )

I got drunk last night, which was stupid. Drea got me a six-pack of Mike's as a late xmas present b/c I told her months ago that it's pretty much the only thing I'll drink. And she was really excited about it, and I've been the lonely type man-wise lately, so I figured why not.
I won't get fucked up, I thought, just buzzed enough to justify any ( Read more... )

Is it silly that every time I'm reminded that time is indeed passing, I worry that I'm too old for young love? The awkwardness, the gushing about some new boy to friends, the way we used to blush at the mention of sex - I miss that! And I'm afraid that w/ every day that passes my chances of that are growing slimmer.
I mean maybe it's a stereotype ( Read more... )

I really miss a time as short as 15 or 20 years ago, when ppl kissed on television - a simple closed-mouth kiss - and everyone in the audience would shout WOOOOOO!
i'm so excited i'm so excited i'm so so so scared

Got a significant smile again today from PBTC guy. Why do things like this only happen when I'm wearing ridonc amounts of makeup? Men are silly contradictory creatures.

Tyler is trying to hook me up w/ his roommate when I go to stay w/ him in Madison at the end of the month - his intelligent, nerdy, athletic, cute roommate. And the more of these credentials I'm told about the more I feel inferior - like he must have some horrible flaw in order for me to be good enough. I guess all it takes is two years of non-self ( Read more... )

So I've learned that it's easier leaving home for the third time than the first or second.
But not by much.
you're so good to me and i know it ain't easy

I feel so weird b/c I just finished HP and the DH for the second time. It actually timed out perfectly b/c today I read all of the last day in the book - starting w/ the break-in at Gringott's and going all the way to that battle of epic proportions. It feels like a lot more time has passed than actually has. I don't feel like napping anymore b/c ( Read more... )

I am tired of being dicked around by the finance office. First I get a $2000 check from a company in my hometown - made out to the university of course - which is unnecessary b/c my federal grants covered all my tuition costs.
I understand that they dole it out by semester but that doesn't explain why I received $1000 less in my bank account than I ( Read more... )

Have had to avoid my mother all day b/c every time I even think about her I start to cry.
One of these days I am going to have something better to write about.